large format enlarger.

oh baby

hand sewing is meditative

creepy yet beautiful

but the thing with something like that is that it seems inherently limiting. how many animals can you do before it becomes boring? gears in stuffed animals, we get it. now what?

in the past two weeks every time i have slept i keep having really cinematic nightmares

EVERY NAP, EVERY NIGHT, EVERY TIME I GO BACK TO SLEEP

( but in these dreams when i am alive i am very skilled with small arms )

WTF BRAIN

guys there are good songs about the bible and there are bad songs about the bible

AND THEN THERE ARE MOUNTAIN GOATS SONGS ABOUT THE BIBLE

this is to say, this shit transcends all human meaning of good and bad.

i learned how to make MUZAKS with FISH

i'm awesome

1. my thesis proposal got accepted
2. i didn't fail my philosophy assignment WHICH IS ALWAYS SURPRISING. i am not as bad with euclidean proofs as i assumed.
3. entire overhaul of my art portfolio and i'm gonna buy a domain name
but sometimesland or moon colony? tough call, because BOTH ARE AVAILABLE
4. i'm going to be in toronto! for canzine!
and i'm going to come back to montreal! for expozine!

PICTURE REMOVED SEE BELOW


rockin it with masta xyzzy

with between the buried and me, protest the hero, killswitch engage

not particularly impressed with protest the hero
but killswitch engage was ridiculous
like just ACTUALLY ridiculous
as in the guitarist was wearing a giant golden cape ridiculous and making dog noises.

but in flames was gr8888

and after the first three songs i got shoved out of the photo pit by burly security dudes
and i proceeded straight to the pit where i got maddd props from burly metal dudes and got covered in their sweat. also lost my glasses like 5 times. and when i was walking out of the show some dude recognized me from the pit and gave me RESPEKKK KNUCKLES. awesome.

they played take this life at the end
but too bad i don't give a shit about come clarity

REVELATION: cannot believe how much nicer staffers are to you when you have a tiny sticker saying "MEDIA". now i don't want to go to a big show unless i have one of those things.

some photos... moar to come.









best thing about being at a giant metal show?
the male to female ratio is like 100 to 1
so if you go outside for a smoke and you don't have a lighter you have 10 strapping metal lads holding a flame to your cigarette and they are impressed if you punch them back while also possessing a vagina


STRANGE

hot toddy, blanket, and monty python on continuous

where is CEPSUM

i vaguely know that it's in the universite de montreal but

HOW DO I GET THERE

and why do people play there instead of normal venues

thanks

HOLY
FUCKING
SHIT

36R!!!!!!!


ASDHFKLJHASDKFSDF

AHHHHHHHHHHHH

time to piss my pants and call my mumsy


oh also inspired:



by what i can't say on the internets because people are WATCHING

holy fuck dudes

toronto was crazy

and admittedly it made me like montreal a lot more

but thank you for coming out
and being awkward with me
and thank you kristel for putting so much work into it


now photos



( the show )





happy chinaman brand consumables hoped to make children happy but it only served to make them afraid

( and some touristy bits with lara )

more on assbook

the most sleep i've had since last friday is 5 hours.
the lack of sleep was due to jimi leaving (thus lots of last minute traveling and partying) and tania & george visiting then soon leaving, so it wasn't really for sad terrible reasons but still

I AM EXHAUSTED

also now i have a new obsession: BANANAGRAMS

google that shit

i am at work right now waiting on my DEPC water but i'm gonna go home soon because my brain don't function no mores. also because i have to finish shit up for the ghost show, which opens this FRIDAY in TORONTO. you guys should go there and make me feel awkward about existing because i guess that is what all social interactions with strangers are like for me. then i'll be in toronto until sunday afternoon, and i'm back for another photoshoot that following monday, plus classes.


...


motherfucker.

where did the summer go?

anyway, selection of photos from quebec city























the rest can be seen on assbook: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2328447&id=13618878&l=febf0204dc

new ghosts for the toronto show







PLUS

my in situ worked!!!!!!!



OH GOD SO SEXY